“I'm just not there in these street.”
I've persuaded myself it is loneliness that drives me for million times.
I practice conversations,
I imagine scenes,
When an invitation comes to me
refusing is my frist thought.
And I really do so.
Maybe staying alone is better.
I don't konw.
I've done everything wrong.
I've lost people by my side.
I've lost the chance which helps to be a better person.
But staying alone is better.
I don't konw.